ok so i lied. maybe just one more post.

a quick retraction. and if you read this, of course it was meant for you, theres no doubt about it.

first off id like to say that i maybe have said 3 spoken words to you so i dont know where you get off judging me like you know me. second, how old are you...really, dont you have the responsibility, in a relationship, of an actual grown up. what did you want to be when you grew up little girl...MATURE? shouldnt you think that you would be able to have enough common sense to act a little more your age, get off your high horse, and grow up. stop this meaningless drama, wasnt this just ended today? know how to drop it, everybody else has. AND ANOTHER THING. lying about something really doesnt show your maturity, i know something wierd is going on, you say one thing and someone else is saying another, either youre being a total jerk to a sweet innocent peron or youre stabbing friends in the back by lying about them. either or you dont exactally come out smelling like a rose. and find your sources there hoss, im not the one in choir that 95% of people cant stand, just listen to conversations, but you know what, i wont stoop to your level and try to bring myself up by bringing you down, i refuse to do so. and yet another thing, when you say i pester somebody when your little buddies back there with you, and you included do the exact same thing that i do ever single freaking day, but to about 4 decibles higher, you again have no room to talk. this is it, ill drop it if you will, there were just too many things that needed to be said and i sure as crap dont feel like keeping them in. now if you accept my apology for jumping to conclusions the other day and leaving a rude comment on your site as you did mine and the reason i did it was not for my own benefit, im sorry but nobody talks to katie like that, nobody. now if we can all just get past this, this year could be so much better. thank you...and im no longer angry with this situation...thats it, this is all.

again my new site is     www.xanga.com/thexcatsxpajamas

<3 love you katie

Currently Watching That Thing You Do! By Tom Everett Scott, Charlize Theron, Liv Tyler see related

so the monos getting better. i should be going to get it checked out, pretty excited. i cant wait till i get my results. so i really really dont want to be back at school, although i am kind of glad that we didnt have madrigals tonight. we alreaady started getting things in preperations for our finals/midterms. id rather not take tests, its not exactally my favorite thing. english, by what i hear, i am not ready for. oh well, bite the bullet i guess.

love you

www.xanga.com/thexcatsxpajamas

its my new site....this is the last entry on white bread

i already made an update but i dont feel like editing it. heres another

im thinking...although ive now been a member on the same name since november 2003 im thinking of a new one.

tell me if you like thexcatsxpajamas. i want more than 2 comments before i make a new name so help me out

love you

Currently Listening Behind the Musik (A Boy Named Jonah) By KJ-52 see related

so ive been tagged to say 5 wierd quirks of myself.

1) i have dreams about work way to much, it makes me stress out, and its usually really real feeling

2)when im home alone, not gonna lie to you, im not ALWAYS fully clothed

3)if  i start a habit (take breathing through my mouth cause my nose is stuffed up) its hard to go back, like right now my nose is clear and i find it hard not to breath my mouth

4) i dont like to sleep with my lights all the way out

5) when im alone at home there has to be some noise going on or ill be really freaked out

so we're ringing in the new year tonite eh? im very happy cause i get to do it with all those that i love, including katie, im very happy about that. im glad she gets to come over

please dont drink and even if youre stupid enough to do so please, i reiterate, please dont drive being drunk.

have a great evening. love you katie

Currently Watching A Christmas Story (Full Screen Edition) By Peter Billingsley see related

ho ho ho. a merry christmas to all.

i got to go visit old people in a santas hat. it was pretty fun. some old guy thought i was his grandson...i felt bad. anyway.  i was lying awake all night last night. no it wasnt cause i heard reindeer on my roof or because i saw mommy kissing santa clause underneath the mistletoe, its cause i got a wonderful present from santa. the possibility of a case of mono. there are just some special gifts that you cant unwrap. but on to the ones you can. i got some really great stuff from my parents. two of which are t shirts one that has a pencil on it and says "DONT SHOOT IM ALREADY FULL OF LEAD!" and the other has a dolphin on it and it says "SAVE A TUNA EAT A DOLPHIN" wrong on so many levels right? anyway then i got my big gift...a digital camera. i was pretty excited, so excited that i took about 7 pictures of the couch. anyway. keep me in prayers that i dont have mono, the tests wont come back till soon this week.

oh yeah you can check those shirts out at randomshirts.com

love you so much...thank you for visiting me last night, sorry i got scarred, i startle easy when i wake up. <3 love you katie<B